Wednesday, June 20, 2012

Life's Struggles

Life is just a constant struggle at times right?? These past few weeks have been really hard for me. It's like i try and try and try and nothing ever works out. It's like a test from God to see how strong I can be. There are days I want to give up and just move back home to TN and be in my comfort zone. But I know it's the easy way out. I don't want the easy way out. I know that life is going to be tough at times. This is just my mountain right now. I will overcome it.. Last week I ended up in the ER in Logan and I was just a nervous wreck.. But I prayed alot and God really comforted me... It was just a peace that overcame me. I believe we will all have struggles and challenges. We grow from those challenges and struggles. I know in the end i will be stronger and I will be able to help other people who are struggling too.One of the struggles is being lonely... I have been really lonely up here. I don't know many people here and it's just a struggle. Another struggle is not having a job.. It seems like nobody wants to hire me.. I know in time I know I will have a job.. The struggle with the loneliness is hard, I've always had people around that I love and want to be around.. It's getting better though.   Sister Franson gave me the idea to start this blog :) She came up with the name. One verse that i keep going to that has helped me out here is Psalm 62:5-7 "My Soul wait thou only upon God ; for my expectation is from him. He only is my ROCK and my SALVATION; he is my defence; I shall not be moved. In God is my salvation and my glory; the ROCK of my STRENGTH, and my REFUGE is in GOD!!" Well yawl that's all for today! Have a great day! P.S. Thanks Elder Lund for the picture :)